fuck, im tired

let me give you some background. about a week and a half ago i got into a lite sparring match with my stepdad. it got going pretty well and then i got scratched next to my eye. it looked a lot worse then it actually was but still no biggie. so a few days later i go to class and my instructor asked me about my eye and i told him what happened. well, he got pretty pissed about it and basically told me if he sees anything else he will call child services. well i tried explaining that we were just sparring and he basically said not to spar any more. so this pretty much just ruined the rest of my day. any way today was my next lesson and i came and he said that we should start doing more bagwork which made me happy because i wanted to do some more fighting oriented training. he said he wanted me to be more prepared for situations like what happened. so i figure at least one good thing came out of it. any way back to the reason for this post. so i did alot of bagwork. then weapon, then sd techniques, finally weapon flows for a long time. i did some sanchin and got carried away and got kinda dizzy then a lot of working out. so right now i feel fucked up from my lesson and cant wait till the next one.

So, you fancy yourself a blade fighter?

Well, as ive previously posted im carrying a knife now. so i though, well i might as well try to learn to use it. so now im trying to learn blade fighting

i was originally going to learn it from my first sifu but he had to quit teaching. my dojo does not teach blade fighting. so now im trying to learn it solo which is not easy but its coming along. the way im doing it is taking my fma stick fighting stuff and transerfing it to blade. ive got a dull metal blade i use. as of now im doing drills and every now and then sparring with expo markers. to be honest i do feel alot more comfortable using the knife as a weapon after this small amount of training. the fma helped alot but what i have come up with now is a good regimine to keep getting better. i still feel though that i would only try to use this on someone if they were attacking someone else, if it were me id rather get my ass kicked and my money stolen and try to fight with my fist then pull my blade. i think there should be a veto on shoes.
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Nom Nom Nom

Ferrero Roche are Delicious. they are like a tiny chocolate candy orgasm.

hmmm

not much going on. class has been ok i guess. im not as motivated as i should be. i really like hitting the bag but my weapons have suffered. no mater how hard i try weapon just are not as fun as they used to be. oh well, i need to learn self defense more anyway i guess.

im gonna go to l.a soon and train with the guys. should be good.

in other news i have started carying a knife at all times accept at school. its a fixed blade so not the most public friendly knife but oh well. its the izula neck knife from rat cutlery. a freakin sweet knife in my opinion. my favorite. paracord is so awesome, i mean holy shit.

hmmm

my birthday was the 16th. i got a heavy bag and some gloves which is f***ing awesome. ive been spending so much time working that thing lately. its seriously helping. i have also been doing a bit weight lifting to supplement my training. nothing heavu just 3,s 8,s and 10,s. i think all this has paid off because yesterday i scored my first clean blow on myu stepdad when we were sparring so i was stoked on that. i got a new phone, its la shiz.

pumping iron

ive started lifting weights recently to supplement my training. i feel it make the techniques more plausible when strength is added. especially the jujutsu techniques. the weapons feel lighter to. tomorrow is class so its off to bed.

pero necesito un barba porque quero todos chicas bonitas ayeee

Surprizes

Well today in class i had the opportunity to try my techniques on someone besides my sensei. i did kinda shitty. now i see why he has me repeat so much because im not good at the techniques. in better new i did get my blue belt. subway is pretty good.
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